SHE.HER.

hmm...todae wen for dental check-up...hmm...dentist says i need to remove my wisdom tooth...both...lower de...but cos it's kind of complicated...so need to go for operation...hmmm..how ar?...but need to go n c doctor first...then decide when...actually dun wan to take out...but if i dun...later if got infection and it infect the rest of my teeth...i will be in deep trouble!..so...though it's goin to b a minor operation...i m still scared...juz pray tat it will not be too serious...haha...my mum bought me more pills....more my joints and also my brain...haha...tink my sis has passed me her cold...feelin sick sia...tink my sis is rite...she always say i m made of paper...so weak...haha...actually sometimes...i realli feel veri tired...how i wish i can slp forever...then i will not tink of anything...esp things tat r sad...many times i have the idea of cutting myself...but i know tat it's not rite...i have no idea y i had tis feeling...juz wan to torture myself...s a way of releasing the unhappiness tat is inside me...ever since jc...i became sensitive of the words "r u ok? "...esp when i m down...if anyone were to ask me tat...i will cry immediately...it's true...i have no idea y also...tink i m juz a freak...haha...2mr meeting the squashies...haha...4 months le...miss playing wif them...but 2mr is juz a dinner and chat session...at marina square..