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Friday 27 July 2007

Busy...am i?..haha... a little...actually juz dun wan to stay at hm...so wen out wif my mum or frienzs...so many things i wan to get...to bring over...but juz hav to wait...to bring in batches lo...haha...tat dae wen to watch movie wif my sis...paprika...at the cathay...quite ok lah...e movie...hmm...yesterdae stayed at hm...to rest...then todae...cannot tahan...wen out again...haha...juz to get my medicine from doctor..tat time din take...nw need to repllenish all my medical stuff..s u koe...it's bad to fall sick there...not lik s'pore where it is so convenient...so i muz make sure i take good care of myself n take necessay precautions...still got some stuff haven buy yet...hmm...presents for my frienzs in Aust n...haha...

Thursday 26 July 2007

Tuesday 24 July 2007

wah...todae..went out wif my mum to orchard first...walk walk...then find kind of sian....then decide to go bugis...sian ar...my mixed feelings is still there...hai...here is nice cos got frienzs n family members...i treasure them a lot...but when i go back....though got frienzs there...but s u koe...they r still not close enough for me to tell them how i feel...i duno...everytime i feel lik telling them...but i juz hav too many things to say...tink they will say my worries r nothing...dun worry etc...then my mum also set rules for me...lik wa to do n not to do there...though some may say she's not there to supervise me...but will feel bad if i lie to her...etc...i have been lying since young...many things..to people....i hate to lie...but i duno y...it's lik it has become a habit...how?...i feel so lousy...never done anything tat will make my mum feel proud...only made her angry...worried...etc...my words are mean...always say my sis...though i dun realli mean it n koe it will hurt one...i juz can't stop myself...i feel bad too after saying it...but i juz can't control...is there something wrong wif me?...y i can get realli high suddenly...n later...had so much emotions tat filled my mind...i koe some people may agree wif me...cos tink i m not alone...tat's y when i m down...will write or type my emotions down...therefore can't realli say i have a diary...cos i dun write everydae...haha...my 'diary'...if anyone were to read it...tink u will tink how come tis people onli record down the unhappy stuff n not e happy stuff?...haha...anyway tat's enough...can't wait for sch to start...so tat to keep me occupied...so tat i will not imagine or tink too much tat can drive me crazy at times...haha...

Sunday 22 July 2007

finally wen out todae wif my parents...after so long...wen to the temple to pray...then wen to kallang to learn driving...e carpark there empty...haha..wah...i die le lo...keep stalling...not used to e car here...kind of bigger...parking also not used to it...cannot make it lah...haha...space here small...hai...sian ar...go back have to start all over again..haha...but i still like driving though..then wen shoppin...haha...gd tat i dun need to spend money at all...cos my parents paid!!haha...wah...so fast le...soon i will be goin back...though i like to go back soon n start studying...but will also miss here...e life where my mum will cook for me...do e hsework...settle stuff...haha...over there have to be independent...though i m still not yet...hai...tis time muz realli be strong le...dun b lik next sem...muz grow up le...dun keep rely on frienzs...they are there to comfort u when u r down...to share ur happiness...but not to be ur mum...not to settle everything for u!!wake up gwen!!!

Saturday 21 July 2007

juz came back from my wai po hse...haha...hmm...had fun listening to what my aunties had said...making fun of each other...haha...feels so comfortable talking to them than my father's side where everyone seems so hostile...always tink tat it's still better to lead a simple life...though i want to have some achievements...i also want to have a place where i can relax...maybe it's my horoscope...aries tend to have lots og goals...want to lead...to be in the centre of attraction...but at times...it could end up stress trying to achieve tat...though one may not be very rich...u can c tat they are much happier than the richer ones...as long as they are wif the ones they love...be it family or frienzs...one can be veri happy and be satisfied wif their life...i want to lead a life like tis...but at e same time...i want to have something tat i m realli proud of...so far...i haven done anything tat i m proud of...my studies is always bad...my sports...cannot make it...my musical talent...hai...same...i tried to give the very best tat i cpuld...but the results is always e same...BAD...did i did something wrong in e process? wrong method? but how? i koe it's easy to tell urself tat s long s u tried ur best...it's ok...juz try harder next time...but in actual fact...this kind of sentence is juz to comfort one...it does helps for a while maybe...but s ur mind reminds u of e bad things tat u have done...u will feel down again...hai...it's all in the psychological prob...

Friday 20 July 2007

click uder july to c picts!!! thanxs all of u todae!...had a great time!!!...all of us r still s lame as b4 or maybe even worse...haha..anyway...onli if we r so lame...then will b funi rite....can't wait to have another outing n lame all e way again!!haha...wah so funi sia...we made full use of the lights to help us create e effect we want...cool...omg...duno we so crazy de...tink onli when i m wif u all...can be so crazy...hmm..no lah...my other frienzs also can be crazy de...but juz not s yet...hahah...had a full meal todae..nice time chatting...2 bad eunice was not here to lame wif us...haha..leave me any comments wif regard to the picts taken...juz leave it on my blog or...wah...like to take picts in grps...more happening...can do funi stuff..hmm...next time let's take more crazy shots..hmm...have to tink le...haha...

wah...nice sia...

haha...yuehao is so funi n cute!

Wednesday 18 July 2007

another boring dae todae...wen to c doctor in e morning...ear has been painful for a few days le...so i decide to c e doctor for a check....dun wana drag anymore b4 it worsens...haha...was fine of course...tink i m juz lik paper...sian ar...so tired todae...maybe din slp enough...have been slpin later n later...around 1 plus...hai...wa to do?...was watching a jap movie...buy e dvd...it's not bad...touching...called...' crying out love, in the centre of the world '....so sweet to s them together...but sad...y e gal has to die?...i lik e guy...the one when he was a teen...tat's y i bought it...still watching...cos din hav time to watch all at one time...haha...

Tuesday 17 July 2007

hmm...wa did i do todae n where...haha...sian ar..these few days...busy preparing...stuff tat i wana bring over...but realli overweight lah...e luggage...hai...no choice...juz have to pay e extra lo...mum keep nagging y din take sq...tink in future...will take sq le...no more qantas...anyway...prefer sq also...wen out wif my mum...like to go out wif her...haha..cos she will pay...then wen to tcc to have some drinks n cakes...wah...so full lo...wen town...cos my mum wana go john little sale...haha...feels lik i m an auntie also...2mr goin to play squash in e morning...tink realli muz exercise le...eat damn a lot lo...hai...fat liao...

Monday 16 July 2007

finally watch harry potter todae...but was kind of disappointed...not s nice s i expected...bought a nice dvd...jap de...heard from frienzs tat it's nice...so buy n try...haha...started packing some stuff le...so many things tat i wana bring...wonder if can squeeze n within the weight given...haha...

Sunday 15 July 2007

todae..wen to sim lim...finally got my external hard disc n cartridges...haha...tink buy here cheaper...so try to get s much s i can here...but too bad...onli got 20kg...but never mind..tink in future...will take sia le...wun take qantas...tink my family prefers sq...haha..then wen to walk walk around bugis street n bugis junction...but din walk much lah...cos we wen there late...then my sis wen there yest...so they dun realli wan to walk...also gd..though i feel a little pity tat hav to go hm early...n din shop much...haha..gd lah..can save money...haha..finally 2mr goin to watch harry potter le! muz eat popcorn!...haha...it feels different eating popcorn in cinema than in other places...haha...i wana go beach!...s'pore is so warm! but tink i will miss tis weather when i go back to perth...haha...

Saturday 14 July 2007

todae wen to meet jocelyn...my sec sch frienzs...at vivo..saw a few frienzs...haha...but din call them...but i met jiamin at forever21 todae! so long le...din c her for a long time...hmm...she change le...pretty sia...how come all my frienz become pretty and i m still e same?..haha...at least i m still e same...rite...haha...then we wen to take e monorail...wah...so long din go sentosa le...haha..then wen to walk around there lik a tourist sia...2 bad todae wear e wrong attire...or else will wan to play e luge n skyride...etc...many more...haha...not bad...looks quite fun...wana play volleyball also...n do many things...hopefully can do b4 i go back..or else will hav regrets...never live ur life wif regrets...e feelings is damn bad...haha...tink i realli old sia..veri fast forget things...tat time my mum ask me if i need a pda...hmm..tink i need one nw...haha...so damn irritaing lo...i wonder if i should continue wif wa i m doing or...haha...i need a neew brain...haha...wen to eat sakae for dinner...bought clothes again...hai...cos nw a lot of shops havin sale sia...thought will not buy anything todae...but in e end...hai...it's always lik tat...when u have things in mind to buy...u end up not buyin it...then when u got nothing to buy...u end up buyin a lot..haha..tink i should always tell myself tat to buy things tat i need n not wa i want..haha..oh ya...ate icecream todae also...s usual...tink i juz cannot resist le...ice cream n cakes...ever since i go aust n keep eating...it's lik a habit tat i muz eat ice cream or cake everydae...these few days ate a lot sia...duno y...though full le...still keep stuffing...haha...stress? troubled?..haha..duno..

Friday 13 July 2007

haha...todae was watching tv in e morning...realise tat old shows r so much nicer than e new ones...haha...funi though...then wen to take some jacket...from my auntie...then hmm..juz walk walk around tiong bahru n eat...haha...tink i gain weight again...hai...past few wks was sick...so din eat much...but nw...better le..then eat more..omg...should control...or else later i go back...will turn fatter!...haha..

Thursday 12 July 2007

haha...below r more photos of e dae i wen out wif my sim frienzs...haha...funi de...ok lah...hai...finally can stay at hm todae to rest..haha..past few days kind of busy...meetin up frienzs...playing...etc...todae can take a break...but got cold again...duno y...din slp in aircon rm yest...but also got cold...hai...tink i m juz prone to cold...haha...wa e...sian lo...wanted to change tics to go back...but cannot leh...so juz hav to settle for 1st aug...haha...nvm...later meetin frienz again...but tis time is borrow her bio notes...haha...tink it's time i should do some readings...go lib...and start everything again...tis time...muz do better...hopefully...tis time i realli spent too much le...how ar? still got gatherings...hai...it's nice to meet up people n chat...esp frienzs tat u have not seen for a long time...haha...but our friendship still stays...cool...hope next sem i can make more frienzs...tat's one of my goal!..haha...it's better to make more frienzs...started a little packing le...but still a long way to go...haha..

wah...so fast 4 yrs liao...todae is my sis grad!...last time she always complain about her course...n time realli past fast sia...finish le...gd lo...but nw complainin about work...haha..she still wana study masters lo...haha...c yest still wen to buy flowers for her grad tis morning..wah...c her graduate...wonder how will my be?...haha...also wan to graduate sia...wah...soon will be my younger sis from poly...then me...haha...aiyo...last to graduate in my family...haha...tired...but not bad...e feeling of being there is nice...fast sia...tink mine will be soon...provided i pass mine..haha..then after tat...i wen shoppin wif her to square2 n velocity at novena...thought it will b nice...but actually still ok lah...then wen town to walk walk...then wen kino...n lost traack of time...haha..suppose to meet frienzs at 645...in e end was late...reach at 7 plus...haha...first time sia...then ate dinner n had a nice chat wif my frienzs...making fun of people tat r not there...or each other...haha...so tired...also wan to slp soon le...wake up at 730 tis morning...if dun get enough slp todae...hai...2mr will become panda...haha..

Wednesday 11 July 2007

my mum n sis...

my grandmother n sis...c e flowers...not cheap sia...40 dolars...haha...

outside e cultural centre

haha...how do i look? funi rite...

grad....

wah...

Tuesday 10 July 2007

wah...todae...finally wen to play squash...so long din play le...all of us...warm up a little...doin stroke...onli a while...tink 10 mins..n we r panting...n tired...hai...old liao...no stamina...haha...tinkin of the days we had training...wah...nw is so slack lo...last time trainin was kind of cool...n tough...n fun...muz train again! cannot slack!..haha..wen ntu to play....but onli got 4 people....will be more fun wif more people..hai...nvm...hopefully next wk duno play squash again or go beach or roller blade...it will be fun n more people...haha..then wen arcade wif wan fen...n play e basketball thing..haha...c 100% entertainment lik veri fun...so wen to play...realli not bad sia...fun..used to play also when i was young...haha...wan to play again!...then wen to buy flowers for my sis grad 2mr...haha..wah...fast sia...four yrs le..tink mine will be soon too...haha...jp n clementi change a little sia...ha...so busy sia..these few days...out everydae...meet frienzs...then health also siao siao liao...sian..duno wa is goin on wif my body...haha..tis wk dam busy...all fully booked le...next wk tink mon-wed booked...haha...busy rite...tat time still complain bored..then suddenly people juz wana meet n chat...mostly jc frienzs...all e diff grps...squash...sim..o4s2...frienzs of frienzs..first 3 months...etc...wah...but tis e onli time i can enjoy...later go back hav to battle liao haha...

Monday 9 July 2007