SHE.HER.

Monday 24 September 2007

todae we celebrate the mid-autumn festival...it's was alright...haha...they got e chinese orchestra to perform...wah...miss the times where i used to play...train for syf...haha...n bought snow skin mooncake....too bad...here e mooncake so x.....so can't buy much...haha...anyway they onli have limited...so bought 2 boxes....4 each....for 8 dollar per box....veri small ones...haha...hai...so many things to do...to catch up...to decide...duno when i should go back n duno wa i should do....m i veri extra?...m i irritating?...tink i m...n kpo...hai...should i juz concentrate on my studies nw?...i wan to....but if tis thing is not settled..it's difficult for me...should i........?...i realli hav no idea....tink i depend too much on other people le...as a result....i can't decide...wa to do?....so fan!!!!...some people says that i m juz putting stress on myself...i koe at times i m....cos i realli wana do well...get e rite stuff...etc...i dun wan to regret anything....i have been regretting in e past n i wana change nw!...i dun wan to do things that i will regret...sometimes i realli wish there were time travel....but i koe...we have to move forward...cannot dwell on e past....or we will suffer...i wana get back e cheerful me...not e one that worries all e time...n cry when i m alone...tis feeling is realli painful...sometimes i wonder y...hopefully after tis wed test...i will feel much better...

Thursday 20 September 2007

Tuesday 18 September 2007

so tired todae ar...duno y these few days so tired...tink cos i slp too late...but i can't help it...slp around 1am everydae...how ar?...i m realli slack tis sem...die lah...lab report duno how to do tis time...dun even understand wa is it talkin about...n lect...keep dae dreamin...so tired...yawn...i m getting lazy le...how to do well like this?...get realli addicted to e movie...first love...omg...how...keep tinkin of the scenes n words...din watch todae le...tink can't liao...or else dun need to study...nw external hard disc not workin also...gd...then cannot watch e shows inside le...haha...but nw...juz need to control...cannot go crunchyroll n watch e movie le...not for nw...muz control till exams finish...then i can watch as many times i like...haha...a lot to catch up...hopefully got enough time...got to plan soon...after tis thurs...i would be much relief...cos oral presentation will be done...log will be done...maybe not this thurs...hmm...next wed...after my cell bio test...haha...muz constantly tell myself that i m here to study...not to play or....how is it like living on ur own wif frienzs...studying overseas?...hmm...initially e feeling is not bad...cos u r new...everything is fascinating to u...i think...then as work starts to stack up...stress...test...exams....etc...u will feel that having a family by ur side is e best...here...u have to be veri responsible of the things u r doing...n veri independent...difficult to survive here if u r not happy...cos u will be missing hm most of e time...sometimes i realli wonder whether tis is realli wa i wan?...got influenced when i was in sec sch by frienzs to come here...so when i got e chance tis time...i grabbed it...but never thought whether tis is e best for me...i want to come here n start all over again...hoping that i will not commit e same mistakes...but it seems like it's coming back....what can i do so as not to disappoint one?...do i ever learn from mistakes?...seems like not...trying to change...but...maybe i should stop finding excuses...

Monday 17 September 2007

17 sept 2007 : i become so attracted to the movie : First love...a jap movie...it's not e typical rommance kind of movie...tis is veri different..watch it from crunchyroll...i like it..e setting is in the 60s...says about a gal who hangs out wif her brother's gang...then slowly she fall in love wif her brother pal...i will thought that they will be happily together...but it's not..e brother's pal is actually e minister's son...he hates authority and want to create a big fuss that will destroy e govt....he came out wif a plan to rob the bank...3 million yen i tink...n tis is true...e money is realli stolen but was never found or used....when the father found out....he sent him away...abroad...n e guy was never found....so sad....cos when e gal found out that he actually like her too...but couldn't say it out...here wat's he wrote...." 6 May 1966...todae i met a young gal...with her unclouded eyes, she look at me and said : i don't want to be an adult....at e pt, i fall in love wif her...the kind of love that u felt onli once in ur life....but i couldn't tell her...cos i can't bear to cloud her eyes......tis is towards e end of scene...i find this part veri touching...then when i watch the movie again...i realise that since e dae e guy met e gal....he has been helping her...protecting her...it's sad that they can't be together...i m realli touched by wa he wrote...at first when e show started...i thought it will be another boring rommance story or...but it turns out kind of unexpected...i realli lik tis show...but not e ending...i hate to c sad ending...i koe it's juz a show...i shouldn't go crazy over it n watch it over n over again...n keep crying...haha...but realli...duno if e story is true though e part of stolen money realli did happen...u c...their love is so pure...n they like each other....but juz can't be together....

Monday 10 September 2007

e place we stayed at margaret river

look...behind is a skyline!!!...tat's linus's car..

nice place to relax

e breakfast we made!

at e dolphin discovery centre

haha...looks like from a postcard....tis is busselton jetty

look at tis road...nice sia...

Tuesday 4 September 2007

HIIIII....i m back!!!...hmm...wen to margaret river, busselton and bunbury on sun and mon!!!...wif...my frienzs and her parents...not too bad though...though the journey is long...took some pict...but not wif me....so hahaha....juz hav to bear wif me....till i upload my photos...oh ya...always forgot...to take pict of my hse n show it to u all...will de...i promise tis time...sori ar...been forgettful nowadays...old le lah...whatever the case is...study break nw...duno what to do...juz slacking...got to study again!!!...