my new frienz Andrew n her girlfrienz..Siqi...celebrating his b'dae
did i make e right choice to move out? i have no idea... it's true tat outside is more quiet...but the thing is...i feel much more lonely outside...though have frienzs wif me...but they seem to be studying all e time or playing game...unlike me...i like to go out...like e feeling of going out...take some fresh air...etc..i am just the type that cannot stay at hm de...dun lik e feeling of being alone...so quiet...i know i am here to study and not play...life can be quite different here compared to s'pore...the life here is much more relax...dun realli feel e stress till assignments due, test, exams...unlike in s'pore...even normal work...can be stress at times...i din regret choosing to come to Aust to study...maybe i should juz try to make more frienzs...tat r more happening...haha...i dun wan to juz study and get gd grades...i wan to study and play at e same time...but when can i do tat?...i miss home...even when i stay at home...i still have my mum to talk with me...she dun mind listening to my crap...over here...cos it's frienzs...and it's hard to find one tat has the same interest as you...and it's not realli nice to ask them to listen to ur crap every now n then...i like to talk....chat...gossip...tat's who i m....but because of this...sometimes i said things that i shouldn't had...i never like to go out alone...but ever since i came here...i realise that afterall...it's not too bad...walking alone...i know some may say...dun u find it sian....no one to share wa u have seen or give suggestions on the things...i agree totally...but once u r used to it...u will find it tat it's ok....juz get wa u realli like...juz b urself...now i understand y some people like to travel alone...tink i am one of them...
finally...another wkend comes!!!...but still have to study first...hmm...but no mood yet sia...feel lik goin town...haven been to e city since i came back...how ar?...nobody seems lik they wan to hang out wif me...people tat i am close to no longer r close...y lik at certain stages of life...people value certain things more than others?...friends or partners?...u choose...to me...i feel tat frienzs r important to me...realli....i lik to hang out in grps...wif people tat r funky...nice etc...hard to find people tat r lik tat nowadays...y is my life so boring?...i wan more adventure...haha...tink i juz wana play....people wan to study n i wan to play...sian rite...no choice lah...things r lik tat de...we cannot choose...have lots of restrictions...hai....so far tis sem starting have been quite ok...cos assignments not due yet...so i m slacking!!omg...i koe tis shouldn't b e way...haha...
Finally!..after so many days...i have my internet!!...realli ar...people nowadays cannot live without internet sia...deep difficult to live without it...last time used to keep telling myself cannot depend so much on technology...n now i have become a slave of technology!!!omg!!...but nvm...realli nice to have it back to me....n some more wireless...over here...having wireless is like a big thing...not lik sin where it's so common...haha...as u koe..here is slow...so far...everything has been fine here...getting busy le as all e assignments due is coming soon...but so far...tink still can take it...haha...how's my life?...so far...juz go to sch...watch tv...surf net etc...nothing else...sian rite?...no choice...dun hav car and can't drive...difficult to get around...thought of a lot of things to do...but can't find anyone tat is interested...anyway...lik tat also gd...so tat i can study..n not spend money lik last sem!!!...but tink tis sem...i spend on fd instead!!haha..tink i fat liao...cos live near supermarket...so when i come hm...past by...will want to walk a round b4 coming hm...n usually will buy fd...lik todae...saw those tempting cakes on display...wah...looks so nice...tasty...but keep telling myself to control...still can eat anytime i want in sin...dun hav to keep eating here sia!!..haha...anyway...will try to take photos so tat my blog wun feel so sian k...cya
yesterday watch the national parade wif fellow sigaporeans..haha...never koe murdoch got so many singaporeans...a lot never c b4 de...haha...so funny...these few days keep rainin...c le also sian...todae got my first lab...it's quite ok...juz tat have to do a question and answer sheet...lucilky not the actual report yet...or else tink i will faint...haha...so end my lesson for todae le...wa should i do? feel lik goin city to walk walk...but rainin sia...outside sian then nobody to accompany me...y is my life so boring?...did i do the rite thing?...i realli have no idea...i start to ask myself whether wa i have been doin is wa i realli wan...wa i realli can do it...listening to jj songs...not bad...so early not much people online...sian ar...frienzs tat i m familiar with is not online...usually at nite...i also wan to use net at nite...but the stupid aussie thing..they all so slow...everything!...has been a wk and still haven set up yet...aiyo...things charge till xx but work so slow...then if we complain...sounds lik we asians veri rude...or likes to complain...sian ar...no offend to anyone...juz my comment...haha..
National Day todae!!!...so sad ...no holiday here in Perth...but nvm...cos todae the singapore link is screening the national day parade later...live some more...haha...never koe tat national dae can be so happening here...i mean e singaporeans here all wana watch the parade...i suppose tat is the onli thing tat makes us feel closer to singapore...haha...so far...sch was alright for me...juz gettin busy le...but lik still got no mood to do anything yet..want to play...how ar?...haha...nvm...i koe tat when the time comes...i will study de...lik thurs...cos e sch is so happening...tis wk is still ok...cos first wk...so still ok...not tat busy yet...got things to read n do le...juz waiting for my mood to come...hahah...i koe cannot slack le...tis is different from last sem...last sem still can play cos not veri heavy...haha...
finally got to use internet....sori ar...wasn't able to update u all...cos my new hse haven set up internet yet...it's slow lo...the system here...my room...still in a mess sia...pack some le...but dun have my furniture like veri funny...difficult to place them around the room...hahah...gd tat i can slp in e hse...but to tel u...it's realli very quiet...so quiet tat i almost cannot slp!!!haha...people will say quiet is gd wa...then can study...but nw when i have no internet...sian lo...yest..juz watch dvd tat i had burnt in my external hard drive...then vee brought hua yang, got anime and also e show by xiao zhu and big S...haha...gd tat she brought....can watch le..dun be bored...bank stuff settle le...left my furniture...hopefully by sat nite or sun...my rm will look lik one...haha...nw in e library...cos tis is e onli place i can get internet...getting used to the new hse le...it's getting cold now...realli cold sia...esp in the morning and nite...juz have to stay in the room where there is heater...haha...will upload photos if i got take any...haha...thanxs all of u...sori to those tat i have no time to meet up...when i come back in dec, will hav a longer break..will meet up wif u all de...wana go beach...when i get back to sin...bought my books here todae...finally sch is startin soon...on mon..hopefully i will work even harder tis sem...cos not lik last sem wich is much slack...haha..
wah so fast le...hav to go back le...kind of sad to go back so soon...duno y a lot of my frienzs can't wait to go back...still got frienzs haven meet n nw hav to go back n study again...n adapt...to b independent again...haha...thanxs everyone for the gifts...n meet-ups...so nice to come back n gossip...n update...haha...onli wif my frienzs here then i m realli confortable...it's not tat i dun hav frienzs there...it's juz not close enough to confide anything realli personal yet...so tat's partly e reason y i miss here...n dun wan to go back....haha...but i koe i chose tis road...juz hav to tell myself it's ok...it's not tat bad after all...tink positive!...watch high sch musical...tink e songs r realli nice...haha...luckily tat time got buy e cd...so din regret..." start of something new'', '' What i've been looking for'' and ''Breaking free''...so nice sia...i like to c when the both of them sing...oh ya...can't update my blog for e next few days...cos internet not done yet...will update as soon as i got internet...hahaha...
