sometimes...i really wonder why are there such people in this world...some people are fucking annoying...rude...doesn't care etc...what the HELL...realli need somewhere to vent my anger...so...since u don't care...so y must i CARE...if i dun care...then who will...tat's how i feel...tat's y...been keeping in my heart all the while...think if i reali wana shout n say it out...it would definitely be mean n nasty...seriously...i reali wana do tat...but will offend people and will hav lesser friens...i just feel that whether my frens are true friens...sometimes i feel being used...like if they need help...they would approach me...then when i reali need help...they all gone...or unwilling...i suppose people wil say they are reali nt ur true friens as true frens would never do tat to u...i reali miss my true frens in s'pore...i suppose it's always best to be alone...u will just be responsible to urself...no one would implicate u...no one can make u angry...sad...i tink tat's the best option for me...or i could be like them...used them n dump them aside when i dun need them...but...i koe i couldn't bring myself to do that...they can go hell or worse after that...n i will go to heaven...haha...seems quite relax tis sem....relax in terms of contact hrs...cos there's onli one lab...but workload is equally heavy...or much more...as they expect more...so many things to worry...so many things to stress about...my plans are always gone...cos of some people..this is dam frustrating...i wonder how long i can bear wif it...m afraid that i can explode anytime....the reason y i am stil unattach...i like guys but a lot tat i see here...horrible...either it's exterior or interior...like e way they dress...horrible...the nice-looking one...character is bad...habits bad..omg...where on earth are the good ones?....i guess they are all dead!...so the best option again...is to be alone...trust only urself...been trying to fight against my mind...my mind has been telling to do the opposite of what's right...n what's has to be done..i know i have been procastinating...i will win over my mind!...family is the best...though we may act like we are not concern over one another business...but deep in our heart...we will always stand by each other...no matter what happens...they are the only ones that would not betray me no matter what happens...something tat i really want to say to them: I Love You All Always...