juz came back from my wai po hse...haha...hmm...had fun listening to what my aunties had said...making fun of each other...haha...feels so comfortable talking to them than my father's side where everyone seems so hostile...always tink tat it's still better to lead a simple life...though i want to have some achievements...i also want to have a place where i can relax...maybe it's my horoscope...aries tend to have lots og goals...want to lead...to be in the centre of attraction...but at times...it could end up stress trying to achieve tat...though one may not be very rich...u can c tat they are much happier than the richer ones...as long as they are wif the ones they love...be it family or frienzs...one can be veri happy and be satisfied wif their life...i want to lead a life like tis...but at e same time...i want to have something tat i m realli proud of...so far...i haven done anything tat i m proud of...my studies is always bad...my sports...cannot make it...my musical talent...hai...same...i tried to give the very best tat i cpuld...but the results is always e same...BAD...did i did something wrong in e process? wrong method? but how? i koe it's easy to tell urself tat s long s u tried ur best...it's ok...juz try harder next time...but in actual fact...this kind of sentence is juz to comfort one...it does helps for a while maybe...but s ur mind reminds u of e bad things tat u have done...u will feel down again...hai...it's all in the psychological prob...
