did i make e right choice to move out? i have no idea... it's true tat outside is more quiet...but the thing is...i feel much more lonely outside...though have frienzs wif me...but they seem to be studying all e time or playing game...unlike me...i like to go out...like e feeling of going out...take some fresh air...etc..i am just the type that cannot stay at hm de...dun lik e feeling of being alone...so quiet...i know i am here to study and not play...life can be quite different here compared to s'pore...the life here is much more relax...dun realli feel e stress till assignments due, test, exams...unlike in s'pore...even normal work...can be stress at times...i din regret choosing to come to Aust to study...maybe i should juz try to make more frienzs...tat r more happening...haha...i dun wan to juz study and get gd grades...i wan to study and play at e same time...but when can i do tat?...i miss home...even when i stay at home...i still have my mum to talk with me...she dun mind listening to my crap...over here...cos it's frienzs...and it's hard to find one tat has the same interest as you...and it's not realli nice to ask them to listen to ur crap every now n then...i like to talk....chat...gossip...tat's who i m....but because of this...sometimes i said things that i shouldn't had...i never like to go out alone...but ever since i came here...i realise that afterall...it's not too bad...walking alone...i know some may say...dun u find it sian....no one to share wa u have seen or give suggestions on the things...i agree totally...but once u r used to it...u will find it tat it's ok....juz get wa u realli like...juz b urself...now i understand y some people like to travel alone...tink i am one of them...
