so tired todae ar...duno y these few days so tired...tink cos i slp too late...but i can't help it...slp around 1am everydae...how ar?...i m realli slack tis sem...die lah...lab report duno how to do tis time...dun even understand wa is it talkin about...n lect...keep dae dreamin...so tired...yawn...i m getting lazy le...how to do well like this?...get realli addicted to e movie...first love...omg...how...keep tinkin of the scenes n words...din watch todae le...tink can't liao...or else dun need to study...nw external hard disc not workin also...gd...then cannot watch e shows inside le...haha...but nw...juz need to control...cannot go crunchyroll n watch e movie le...not for nw...muz control till exams finish...then i can watch as many times i like...haha...a lot to catch up...hopefully got enough time...got to plan soon...after tis thurs...i would be much relief...cos oral presentation will be done...log will be done...maybe not this thurs...hmm...next wed...after my cell bio test...haha...muz constantly tell myself that i m here to study...not to play or....how is it like living on ur own wif frienzs...studying overseas?...hmm...initially e feeling is not bad...cos u r new...everything is fascinating to u...i think...then as work starts to stack up...stress...test...exams....etc...u will feel that having a family by ur side is e best...here...u have to be veri responsible of the things u r doing...n veri independent...difficult to survive here if u r not happy...cos u will be missing hm most of e time...sometimes i realli wonder whether tis is realli wa i wan?...got influenced when i was in sec sch by frienzs to come here...so when i got e chance tis time...i grabbed it...but never thought whether tis is e best for me...i want to come here n start all over again...hoping that i will not commit e same mistakes...but it seems like it's coming back....what can i do so as not to disappoint one?...do i ever learn from mistakes?...seems like not...trying to change...but...maybe i should stop finding excuses...