todae we celebrate the mid-autumn festival...it's was alright...haha...they got e chinese orchestra to perform...wah...miss the times where i used to play...train for syf...haha...n bought snow skin mooncake....too bad...here e mooncake so x.....so can't buy much...haha...anyway they onli have limited...so bought 2 boxes....4 each....for 8 dollar per box....veri small ones...haha...hai...so many things to do...to catch up...to decide...duno when i should go back n duno wa i should do....m i veri extra?...m i irritating?...tink i m...n kpo...hai...should i juz concentrate on my studies nw?...i wan to....but if tis thing is not settled..it's difficult for me...should i........?...i realli hav no idea....tink i depend too much on other people le...as a result....i can't decide...wa to do?....so fan!!!!...some people says that i m juz putting stress on myself...i koe at times i m....cos i realli wana do well...get e rite stuff...etc...i dun wan to regret anything....i have been regretting in e past n i wana change nw!...i dun wan to do things that i will regret...sometimes i realli wish there were time travel....but i koe...we have to move forward...cannot dwell on e past....or we will suffer...i wana get back e cheerful me...not e one that worries all e time...n cry when i m alone...tis feeling is realli painful...sometimes i wonder y...hopefully after tis wed test...i will feel much better...