another wkend...so fast n wk4 is ending...been busy these daes...test...reports...test...problem sheet...one after another...next wk got bms test n probl sheet due...it's realli driving me nuts!!!..problem sheet...wonder if i did it rite...ned to compare ans wif people...then as for bms..tink i m realli hopeless...can't seem to remember anything...muscles n nerves...these 2 topics are my weakest ones...never like these 2 cos there's too much things to learn...but nw...i juz hav to force myself...so i hav a feeling tat i wun do well for tis first quiz...tink it's 10% of total grade if i'm not wrong...since sec sch...my bio isn't tat great...i ned a lot of time...revisions...consultations to realli get it into my head..but tis time...i realli got not enough time...i will try my best...then will work extra hard during study break to catch up all e lect...tis time...i realli muz make sure i m confident to take on the next quiz...
was realli sad yesterdae...dun ask me y...kind of personal...i bet u hav e feeling tat u realli wanted something but...after several tries...u still can't get it...n u will start to tink of giving up...tinkin y m i such a failure...always disappointing everyone...i tried to be a better person...change my habits when i came here...but u koe..habits...not easy to change...but dun worry...i m trying to...
kind of though wa to do during my study break...besides studyin...i realli wana pack my rOOM...so messey...clean it as well...n also to bake cakes!!!...tis sem...realli lik no mood to cook...will try to eat out as long as anyone ask me...hahha...ya i koe i shouldn't...cos it's expensive...dun worry i will still cook...but juz not as enthu as last yr...maybe cos feel bored cooking for myself le...wa can i say...n i hav to start planning wa i should do for my 21st b'dae...haha...it's a pity tat i can't celebrate in s'pore...tink it will be more fun there...wif my frienzs and family..realli miss them liao..they realli give me a lot of support...trying to encourage me...family is realli the one u can depend on for ur whole life...i like my family...though we like to fight...hahah...but tat's kind of how we communicate...we all mean no harm...juz wana play...haha...
2mr is study dae again...mon also...tues...wed...thurs...hahah...thurs after class...it's time to celebrate!!...for e hard work we have done in e past few wks!!!...i realli did lesser shopping tis sem...it's been a month since i last went to e city!!!...omg...i used to go there like every 2 wks...then go garbo...n other place...omg...tink i m realli behind fashion!!!..haha...got to reward myself a little!!!
