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Tuesday, 27 May 2008

I WANT TO GO HOME!...juz heard tat LOLLIPOP is going to s'pore on 12 June....hai...if i din hav to stay back....i would be home by 11 june...n will be able to attend!!!!!!!>.<>
xiao jie change his style...find him even cuter...oh...i m realli crazy...funi sia...actually i should hav passed the age of chasing after stars...haaa...but i kind of onli started nw...wasn't tat crazy over blue in the past...tink i m onli see them from online...cos s'pore also dun show their programs n i dun hav scv as well...i realli want to see them...Real person...yes...i koe i should be concentrating on my studies nw...
tis sem my grades realli cannot make it...die........i feel tat my old habits are back...i came here to start afresh...but it seems to be coming back again....NOOOOOO...i muz work hard...oh...it's study break nw for exams...but had
MOOT COURT todae...was interesting...had to dress Formal...first time wearing formal...had a hard time trying to match clothes...haa...as usual...i tink i lik e way i match my clothes todae...haa...some people wore formal...some...hmm...not realli...e lawyers n the judge was nice...haa...cos it's nt e real ting...somemore we r nt law students...juz experts trying to gain the experience of appearing in court n present our findings...it was horrible though if u get chosen to speak...realli stress...if u duno ur stuff well or had doubts in ur findings where they can find pts n 'shoot' you...finally...someone cried!!!...yes..i can understand how she feels...anyone could be her...seriously..u can see some faces...lik they r about to broke down...but still manage to hold on...but at least they r brave enough to even sit there n present their findings wif judith (lawyer)...the ex-magistrate was nice...understanding...haaa...tink Bob was cool todae as well..haa...anyway...overall...a great experience...would be even more stress if it's in the real situation..haa...long way to go...many chapts to go...exams...here i come!!!...can't wait to finish...oh...juz heard from my mum tat 8 june...dumpling festival...haa...but she said she will make specially for me when i go back...yeah...
MUM IS THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!

Thursday, 22 May 2008

finally a short break b4 i goes back to studyin!...yesterdae had my facial reconstruction lab...was realli cool!...though i m nt gd at details...but it's a gd try i suppose...haa...will upload e picts soon!...actually it's already available on my facebook..haa..todae's test was alright...tink yesterdae i was juz being too emotional n tired...tis is wa happened...i got home n bathe...about 7pm already..got hungry...but lazy to cook...so i make cup noodles...bring it to e rm...then...unlucky stuff happens AGAIN!...i SPill e noodles on e tabLE!...everything was wet...including my laptop, hard disc...pencil case, makeup case...n everything tat was on e table!..had my notes tat i was about to study on e table...manage to rescue all except e first one...so had to throw...so had to clean up...n make a new cup noodle...so by the time i realli settle down n start studyin for test...6 chapts...it's already 9...wa makes it worse is tat ...i had a headache...n was realli exhausted...but i try to keep myself awake..n study till 12..cannot take it..went to slp...but had to get up early for 830 class...luckily...all e qns tat appeared is on question bank...so had an idea wa to write but duno it's rite...haaa...2mr is presentation!!!...initially can't wait for it to be over...but nw...i m getting nervous...haa...got to do my reseach essay as well...omg...less than 2 wks to exams...n i haven started revision!!!...tis is e first time i din hav time for everything...i better start managing my time well for next sem!!..haa...oh...it's gettin colder...was windy e whole dae...tink e temp nw is around 14 or lesser...cold...weird...y r e birds making so much noise at tis time?...scary though

Tuesday, 20 May 2008

my mind is totally blank...nothing seems to get absorb...i duno wa am i doing...went to see my program chair todae...cos tinkin og changing my biomed major to molecular bio...my biomed units is dam sucky...i wonder y i still continue even though i koe my bio sucks...i like bio...but e thing is...so much stuff to memorise...i dun hav enough memory space to store everything...n...i m not as clever as some people where they onli ned to read through once n they can remember...i ned more than ONCEeee...seriously...i duno whether to change my major a not...maybe in e first place...i shouldn't hav chosen sci...should hav continued my management degree...haaa...ok...i koe i can't keep changing...so i realli muz tink through it tis time...cos after tis sem...i can't change my major anymore...or else i will hav to stay here longer!...how i wish tat sometimes....i was not given a choice...it's realli difficult...esp u duno wa to expect ahead of you...i hate e feeling...i rather i koe something about it n be mentally prepared...trying to remember all e histology slides todae...argh...all e tissues looks alike...thought there are some differences...wil try my best....powerpotato neds more encouragement n neds to reenergise...hopefully i can survive 2mr's test...thurs still got my genetic engin test...haven even started...screwed...dam screwed...fri...presentation..omg...no time for regrets...juz hav to continue...i try to believe i can do it...

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

feelin tired nw...yes...i koe i should be slpin soon...always feel slpy but by e time i realli lie on e bed n switch e lights off..i kind of become awake again...haa...maybe juz get tired of studyin...oops...i shouldn't be feeling lik tis nw...exams is comin soon...less than a month...yeah...wana go home!!!...still lookin for a car... .hai...try my luck again...will get it de...jiayou!finally found e song tat e bang bang tang always lik to dance...it's called beat it by MJ...wah...so old song liao...but realli nt bad...haa...got to go n find more songs...test again....2mr...then for e whole of next wk...nothing...then e worst one...2 tests, 1 lab report due...tink i'm going to die...u see...got test on wed...then wed got lab till maybe 630 ....then e next day...got test n lab report due...omg..if realli cannot finish...i m so going to get extension or wa...hopefully i dun ned to end up lik tat...i believe i can finish de...haaa...got to go...830 class 2mr...yawn..

Saturday, 3 May 2008

time realli flies...nw it's less than a month to exams!!!...happy tat i can go home soon...seems lik i have been here for quite some time...but scared cos...nt enough time to study...not feeling confident of anything liao...things tat i m confident wif always disappoint me...will be dam sad...yesterdae wen to celebrate mark's b'dae...haa...funi tat we went to oyster bar to eat...but many of us dun realli eat oysters...haaa...so mark has to eat most of it...haa...e place is nice...can see e swan river...oh..then make some new friends...n realise tat one of them is also from jj...same batch as me...but tink he's in uwa...haaa...oh...his hsemates also from jj...wah...never expect there will be more jjcians coming to perth...cos many will go places lik melbourne, queensland, sydney etc...anyway...tink it's realli a surprise to find lik 4 jjcians in murdoch...all same batch some more...haaa....can't wait for holidays to come...tis time...muz realli enjoy...since i feel tat tis yr...realli work more than last yr..haa...i tink so...still got things to settle...to do...wonder if i can ever get it done...yes...i koe i will...but...haa...still got lots of lectures to catch up...omg...juz heard from my sis tat my younger sis is workin lik 12 hrs a day...of course nt everydae cos she still has sch...but tink maybe on days she doesn't hav sch...some more e pay is onli 5 dolars...omg...u c...nw i dun realli c her online often...cos she work till 11 and by e time she reach hm...it's 12 or later...omg...going to tell her to quit...too tough...n so little money...so wat's e pt..